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Brunette Mess 39, Female, Texas, USA - 15 entries

Nov 2007
8:21 PM EST

I can't remember the last time I was truely happy. I think I'm just one of those people that doesn't get a story book ending and remains alone and miserable their whole life. And the sad part is that I'm only20 years old. Life is just so damn hard. I can't seem to do anything right. My life is just one big mess.Scratch that, I'm just one big mess. And I've tried so many times to 'create my own happiness', but I just don't have it in me. I think I was born without the capablilityto be happy. It must have skipped over me. This is what my life has come to, and I don't see it getting better anytime soon.

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exarden 72, Female, New Jersey, USA - 20 entries

Nov 2007
6:59 AM EST

Job feelings

Job going well not sure of status.

Worried about job.

Worried about bills.

Have to get the house cleaned up.

Tags: puzzled

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kalli 48, Female, Canada - First entry!

Nov 2007
2:02 PM PST

chapter 1 of kaits book.

Dear TREVER

when are you gong to be back? i miss you soooo much and i am sick of sitting in this tiny little house all day long. if it is OK with you i would like to get a few more windows because one window is not enough i need at least one more but two would be nice!since you wont be back for some time yet maybe i could ask mr. walling ford if he can do it for me. the midwife cametoday you know the one that the doctor was going to send. she is madame la vallee! i did not know that she was a midwife, did you? well anyway she said that the baby might decide to come any day now so she is staying with me for awhile... love and hugs write back -LISA

LISA SAT ALONE ON THE DAYBED ANDPUT DOWN HER PENCIL. SHE THOUGHT TO HERSELF I WONDER....... WILL THIS BABY BE A GIRL OR A BOY, AND TREVOR GAVE ME PERMISSION TO NAME THE CHILD MYSELF. I AM NOT SURE WHAT TO NAME IT WELL I SHALL ASK ALIA LA VALLEE IF I CAN USE HER LITTLE BOOK OF NAMES AND I WILL CHOOSE A NAME FOR A GIRL AND A BOY. ALL OF A SUDEN SHE FELT A TERRIBLE PAIN, IS THIS IT? SHE ASKED HERSELF, YES THIS IS THE PAIN THAT ALIA TOLD ME TO WAIT FOR. AS F ON CUE THE MIDWIFE BURST IN THE LITTLE DOOR WITH TWO FULL BAGS OF GROCERIES FROM THE GENERAL STORE TWO MILES AWAY. OH NO SHE GASPED IS THIS THE PAINS I TOLD YOU ABOUT? Y......ES GASPED LISA. ALIA RAN AND GOT THE TOWELS.

4 HOURS LATER:

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morjeff 56, Male, New York, USA - 4 entries

Nov 2007
5:05 PM EDT

cold , storm coming snow squalls 1/2 inch 30 degress

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satinlady 65, Female, Florida, USA - 46 entries

Nov 2007
8:07 PM CST

The

The"C" Word

I look in the mirror,

and I see two beauties so firmly

shape.

My complexion is silky soft and subtle.

My breast are round and firm,

But a knife may have to remove one

of my beauties.

Deep insideI feel lonliness,despair and pain

within my heart.

But the most tearful thing is that I may have to

go on with one not being there,or have a fake one

to replace the one that was removed.

I pray that I want have to give one up,But if I

do I will find a way to deal with it with the love

of my family support that they show me.

By satinlady

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satinlady 65, Female, Florida, USA - 46 entries

Nov 2007
7:52 PM CST

Secured

I just close my eyes and open my heart to you.

I can feel your love, and it washesall my worries away.

I want you to hold me secure within your love,because doing so will wipe my fears away.

My life on this earth may end without any warnings,but inside of me I will know that all of my problems will fade with the secure of your love.

When I'm tire,sad,or blue,

there is your heart which I can always open,and feel your love within to make me feel secure.

My heart is like a temple and is filled with all of your love that you and I have together and I will always feel secure.

By:satinlady

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satinlady 65, Female, Florida, USA - 46 entries

Nov 2007
7:41 PM CST

Soldier In the Army

Soldier In The Army

she is a sodier in the army,

May Jesus be her commanding officer.

May they allow her to keep her Holy Bible

close by her side.

Her faith,and prayer will be her weapon,

to always feel and to be safe.

She has the Holy Spirit, She will be trained

by her peirs.

She will have adversity,and will test her

gun,as she fires it.

She belongs to the Army and with god she

is enlisted for eternity,but in the Army she

will only be there till her time is up.

By: satinlady

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satinlady 65, Female, Florida, USA - 46 entries

Nov 2007
7:09 PM CST

A Friend Is Special

A Special Friend

A special friend is someone we turn to when we are down.

Someone we treasure,because we know they are always there

for us when we need them the most.

Someone who always give us the grace we need to face each

day,to brighten our path.

Someone who gives us joy and we can see the beauty of our

friendship.

A friend is someone who listen to our deepest and darkest fears

For this may we always be friends though out the years.

Thanks for being a special friend of mine.

By: satinlady

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shadowlove 36, Female, New York, USA - 60 entries

Nov 2007
9:06 PM EDT

'Could you just need me for today to get me through the day'

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satinlady 65, Female, Florida, USA - 46 entries

Nov 2007
6:55 PM CST

Feelings

"Feeling Of Someone Dear

I can feel you so near,

With every beat of my heart.

You make me feel so much love

in all the right places,may we never

part.

When I close my eyes,I can feel

your warm touch.

Your soft caresses makes me breath

heavy.

The fire of ectasty rising within me.,

could never say how much I want you

more.

But you are so hard to grasp,but you always

draw me near.

By:satinlady

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